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I think i do not need this platform anymore, for whatever reasons.

Deg.

Need to move away from the current lifestyle.


I wonder it takes how long.

Its the life of a teen, i like it, but its just not good haha i know.

Lead

I need to FARM FARM FARM.


Give me some time.

The way it is

It happens, and its getting worse haha. Taking it in my stride as usual but it seems to be overwhelming.


Its not the first time, but it is really unbearable, i really can't do shit about it except for pushing on, it weighs me down again and i push on.


Hope it gets back to the way it was and i promise or rather i think i will do my part.


Still learning, i must admit.

In All

ALA KE POM POR

MATA KONGSI

Chatterbox.

Oh yea the chat box is down, cos it has been rather dead.

so if wanna say anything if you bother, just post a comment.

have fun.

nah

I want to change my blog skin, said this since last year i guess.

I just want to get over with it, getting on me now.

move, fly.

First

Just bought my first 4-D ticket today, wish me luck=)


Money money. haha.

Privileges

Listening to music is a privilege.

Listen only when you need it.



When the cold wind blows. haha.

Screw the camo cream man.

I think I know.

The way you are brought up will seriously impact your life. Your life being friends you make, people you hang out with, the people whom you talk to, things you talk about, way you veiw certain issues, leisure activities, contents in rubbish talk...


I've realised i can't take cantonese out of my life seriously, as in the language rather the dialect.
Its just too into me, 18years and running. After the concert, Jacky Cheung concert, i'm pretty damn sure of this feeling that i've been having, it just seems so much closer with cantonese, if you get what i mean.


And i just lead a family lifestyle which is very different from average families, i don't hate it but its just different. To just take this word from jionchun 'knowledge' , its not the 'knowledge' but instead the activities and lifestyle which brought this 'knowledge' to me.


So i think i know, she must know cantonese, or i need to leave.

new year, another year

There was this weird feeling seeing people with school bags going home while i was on the bus the other day, uniforms are quite cool haha, not the green ones tho.


i want to change the bloody blog skin, seriously but no mood to go browsing.
The red is too dark.


Adult bus fares quite painful, 1.12from kallang to pasir ris, bus from pasir ris back home 1.62 =(
and cabbed 9.10 to kallang that day, 13bucks for transportation a day, insane.


soon, soon.

All about my REAL brother

外人乱我兄弟者，必杀之




兄弟杀我兄弟者，必杀之

Broke the Record

Oh my, i just slept for 24hours and perhaps 15minutes.

Beat That haha.

9am on 27th to 915/920am on 28th.

Its the soccer ,'BBQ' and the elias mall bullshit. haha.

1 wasted day.

Impromptu

This is what we're about man haha. Do things without plan but still roll out perfectly.

As 2 days ago i was saying i have no activities for eve and christmas, but there it was for me GONG JIAO OEI lol.


Didn't go with brother=) not my crowd la haha, so dress code is RED haha like santa LOL.

Everyone is bringing booze, hope XX can be contacted and ZY can stop 'T' for a moment and join us LOL, seriously just joking haha don't get worked up if you read this=).


2 Christmas presents from 2 women, ah 1 is my mum =D my mum is damn nice yes. Got food from friends and all too. Hope it'll be a merry christmas for me and my friends and people whom i care. MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS haha.

GOING WILD CONFIRM LATER HAHA. HOPE YOU DONT RUN INTO ME =O

OH mY GAWD

Haven't been doing much haha, soccer, movies, stay overs, walk walk, excercise.

That's about it.

Don't feel like typing aything serious or whatsoever, just not in the mood isn't it? Life's so carefree.

Everybody is going on holidays, and i'm going off too, soon.

Hong Kong it is, yes again, hahah but i quite like the atmosphere there, and maybe this time round can experience the night life there cos' i'm sorta 'grown up' =))

Anyway, i need to organise my life, seriously. Too much woohaa this 3 years. Have to be more concerned with my life rather than other peoples'. A lil sorry that i didn't make full use of 3 years. But nevermind, i'll live a long life haha, so 3 years might just be alright.

Still missing pieces in my life. Working on it.

(I'm serious not EMO haha, just need to meet me in person to realise)

Oh, and seriously didn't go home club to crash post prom, haha but i bet no one will believe. Seriously went there with luvis to drink. Though actually brought shirt to change if my friends considered going some other clubs, but since they chose to stay at home club, haha didn't bother to change out of my polo=).

Quite funny seeing people get drunk, and some unimaginable scenes of scholars getting seriously high haha. Too bad i didn't bring a camera, surely i could have asked for some money with the photos =P. Got a lil high mid way thru it, after dancing and all, but never got tipsy/drunk or anything like that. I don't know whats wrong with me, haha, really really really really hard to get drunk. Drank a lil last night but don't even feel a shit of the alcohol LOL.

But some aj girls drink till cannot maintain seriously. HAHA, shall keep my mouth shut and not type names lol.

Have fun for those on holidays, try to enjoy for those who are working and 'move around' for serious serials watchers.

Dumb

I think, i'm just thinking that, Complacency got the better of me.


Its not the first time haha, when will i learn to give my best?


Economics was just upsetting, usually can get by with little effort, wOw but on wednesday i felt it didn't go too well, there goes 1 A.. and i'm only aiming for 2A. How upleasant this is, for me and my attitude.

Objective

So last night i made this decision to go to the airport to have dinner with my friends who were already there studying. Travelled from north to east.


A little out of my mind, but it just shows how much love i have for you guys HAHA.


Anyways, the plan initially was just dinner, but they suggested to study, so i packed my bag and moved. I knew there isn't a possibility that we can really study together, we'll definitely talk, so that was what happened all night long. Took 3 meals of Macs there -.- and left to take a rest at Jeffrey's place before going home early in the morning.


But somewhere in between, we've talked about how significant A levels is to your life, will it be a measure of success, or a determinant of success. Its not really that interesting, but rather amusing to see two 18year olds in the midst of taking A levels talking about this.


Anyway, what i think is that it is not a determinant of success and certainly not a measure of success, not simply because i'm not at the top end of results at the moment, but my believe as always. Yes, perhaps its a measure of success for a student, are we students? I think we're not, we're made to do a thousand things and study, so we're not merely students haha. You can grind out 4As, 3months of intense studying will give you that. But you can't develop personalities and character. But hardwork definitely pays, regardless of context. I'd rather say hardwork is a determinant of success, certainly so.


Whatever it is i will still prepare for the remaining papers just like how i've always done it, haha A levels is just another examination to me, if i can do excellent GOOD, if not, let's just move on. I couldn't care less what other people's grades are as long as i can get into varsity and do some decent course. Wish the aspiring lawyers, dentists, doctors, pharmacists whatever, good luck.

Realise the assumption?

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I should really just try and be myself.

坏人

谁做事会没有自私的想法，我也有，但对我的朋友我做不出。


希望这不会变。


这对我珍惜的人和东西都一样。

Climate N' Enviornment

How apt. Haha.

If you have no idea, look closely at what Singapore has just launched.

Oh anyway, my mother is all behind me in the examinations, not new, but just had to say.
Though i know my brother is rather very more than nice, haha i didn't expect him to call my mother to ask how i'm doing, haha.

Hurry, let's get over with it.

Cambridge and MOE surprise me everytime.