Sunday, September 23, 2007


I want to leave this country, maybe for a moment, maybe for good.

Unfortunately/fortunately i'll still have to stay for another 2 years. Maybe I'll change my mind then, leaving nothing behind.

How i wish it was the same all again.
One wrong step and everything goes down like a domino, it falls so fast that i can't pull the plug, i end up hurting myself.

I want to leave, and take a break.

Am I really so nasty? I don't think so really.

Monday, September 17, 2007


I feel like changing the skin of the blog, but it takes hell lot of time to personalise and transfer certain features..

Anyone to help me do it??

I'm not mature enough haha, as far as i used to think i was. Moving into adulthood for real this time i guess.

Friday, September 14, 2007

I appreciate.

Thank you to all my friends, always there for me. I really appreciate.

Special call out especially to: Jion Chun, Jeffrey, Siwei, Foo, Jing Jiat, XX, Justin, Darryl

Gouthaman, Hweeteng, Yuying, Anqi, Kaiyang(somewhat inspiring blog articles)

Small statements and questions do help to make my day better most of the time.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Lost Loss

I'm at lost. Haven't done anything for 3 days. I'm really just lousy, weak mind.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Beatles Lied

Love was never an easy game to play, even if it was yesterday.

I'm fully aware of all my actions and its consequences. It was a good friday night. I'm aware of how people are feeling, perhaps thats my best personal skill i guess. Good happy hour drink, good Starbucks milk tea, good sitting at the 'biker gang' spot HAHA.

I'm sorry for you too, as i made it clear during the time, its more than what it seems to be. There are so many things on hand now, both in my hands and yours. I'm glad and sorry and everything was intentional as well as my swift departure.

Maybe everybody is not ready for it.