Hiding

I'm constantly moving, constantly shifting.

Behind that pillar, that room, that wall.

Sneaking off to that corner, taking a puff or two.


In a cosy room, it seems like a paradise, a solace.

Will it end?


woah i don't know.
Big brother always deploy his dogs, watching you.

Sorting Out

This is rather random as usual.

Is it more about me? Or rather is it more about you?

Really tough question.
Its innate nature that at crunch time, one will probably save themselves before the others. But what about times where situations are more casual?

I don't really get what i'm trying to say as well.

Messed up.

Maybe we should try for it to be "more about us" but there isn't any chance for us.

Big fish in a little pond

Looks like i've got it up and running again, cos it sounds like it.

Not another empty statement i guess, but only time will tell, cliche it is but really you can't find out till its time.

I get some renewed confidence everytime i speak to him.

Sounds gay but its over that level haha.


It's about getting down and doing it i guess, probably this works for every case but yea..


Life's decent.

good bye, if anyone bothered to visit this page "covered with cobwebs" lol

after some time

Seriously i don't know if there is anyone who still visits this page. Anyway i really want to change the bloody skin, but really might be a bit of a chore, wanted to use the standard templates, but will lose the links yea so..

Anyways life has been good so far, out and about as my nickname on messenger shows, having a rather 'easy' life now definitely. But its hard earned yea. No free meals as the chinese saying goes.

Yea quitting the vices definitely.

No more of it. At least i'll try to haha.

time?

Time is

too slow for those who wait,

too swift for those who fear,

too long for those who grieve,

too short for those who rejoice,

but for those who love and care,

time is eternity


does it matter.

-

I think i do not need this platform anymore, for whatever reasons.

Deg.

Need to move away from the current lifestyle.


I wonder it takes how long.

Its the life of a teen, i like it, but its just not good haha i know.

Lead

I need to FARM FARM FARM.


Give me some time.

The way it is

It happens, and its getting worse haha. Taking it in my stride as usual but it seems to be overwhelming.


Its not the first time, but it is really unbearable, i really can't do shit about it except for pushing on, it weighs me down again and i push on.


Hope it gets back to the way it was and i promise or rather i think i will do my part.


Still learning, i must admit.

In All

ALA KE POM POR

MATA KONGSI

Chatterbox.

Oh yea the chat box is down, cos it has been rather dead.

so if wanna say anything if you bother, just post a comment.

have fun.

nah

I want to change my blog skin, said this since last year i guess.

I just want to get over with it, getting on me now.

move, fly.

First

Just bought my first 4-D ticket today, wish me luck=)


Money money. haha.

Privileges

Listening to music is a privilege.

Listen only when you need it.



When the cold wind blows. haha.

Screw the camo cream man.

I think I know.

The way you are brought up will seriously impact your life. Your life being friends you make, people you hang out with, the people whom you talk to, things you talk about, way you veiw certain issues, leisure activities, contents in rubbish talk...


I've realised i can't take cantonese out of my life seriously, as in the language rather the dialect.
Its just too into me, 18years and running. After the concert, Jacky Cheung concert, i'm pretty damn sure of this feeling that i've been having, it just seems so much closer with cantonese, if you get what i mean.


And i just lead a family lifestyle which is very different from average families, i don't hate it but its just different. To just take this word from jionchun 'knowledge' , its not the 'knowledge' but instead the activities and lifestyle which brought this 'knowledge' to me.


So i think i know, she must know cantonese, or i need to leave.

new year, another year

There was this weird feeling seeing people with school bags going home while i was on the bus the other day, uniforms are quite cool haha, not the green ones tho.


i want to change the bloody blog skin, seriously but no mood to go browsing.
The red is too dark.


Adult bus fares quite painful, 1.12from kallang to pasir ris, bus from pasir ris back home 1.62 =(
and cabbed 9.10 to kallang that day, 13bucks for transportation a day, insane.


soon, soon.

All about my REAL brother

外人乱我兄弟者，必杀之




兄弟杀我兄弟者，必杀之

Broke the Record

Oh my, i just slept for 24hours and perhaps 15minutes.

Beat That haha.

9am on 27th to 915/920am on 28th.

Its the soccer ,'BBQ' and the elias mall bullshit. haha.

1 wasted day.

Impromptu

This is what we're about man haha. Do things without plan but still roll out perfectly.

As 2 days ago i was saying i have no activities for eve and christmas, but there it was for me GONG JIAO OEI lol.


Didn't go with brother=) not my crowd la haha, so dress code is RED haha like santa LOL.

Everyone is bringing booze, hope XX can be contacted and ZY can stop 'T' for a moment and join us LOL, seriously just joking haha don't get worked up if you read this=).


2 Christmas presents from 2 women, ah 1 is my mum =D my mum is damn nice yes. Got food from friends and all too. Hope it'll be a merry christmas for me and my friends and people whom i care. MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS haha.

GOING WILD CONFIRM LATER HAHA. HOPE YOU DONT RUN INTO ME =O

OH mY GAWD

Haven't been doing much haha, soccer, movies, stay overs, walk walk, excercise.

That's about it.

Don't feel like typing aything serious or whatsoever, just not in the mood isn't it? Life's so carefree.

Everybody is going on holidays, and i'm going off too, soon.

Hong Kong it is, yes again, hahah but i quite like the atmosphere there, and maybe this time round can experience the night life there cos' i'm sorta 'grown up' =))

Anyway, i need to organise my life, seriously. Too much woohaa this 3 years. Have to be more concerned with my life rather than other peoples'. A lil sorry that i didn't make full use of 3 years. But nevermind, i'll live a long life haha, so 3 years might just be alright.

Still missing pieces in my life. Working on it.

(I'm serious not EMO haha, just need to meet me in person to realise)

Oh, and seriously didn't go home club to crash post prom, haha but i bet no one will believe. Seriously went there with luvis to drink. Though actually brought shirt to change if my friends considered going some other clubs, but since they chose to stay at home club, haha didn't bother to change out of my polo=).

Quite funny seeing people get drunk, and some unimaginable scenes of scholars getting seriously high haha. Too bad i didn't bring a camera, surely i could have asked for some money with the photos =P. Got a lil high mid way thru it, after dancing and all, but never got tipsy/drunk or anything like that. I don't know whats wrong with me, haha, really really really really hard to get drunk. Drank a lil last night but don't even feel a shit of the alcohol LOL.

But some aj girls drink till cannot maintain seriously. HAHA, shall keep my mouth shut and not type names lol.

Have fun for those on holidays, try to enjoy for those who are working and 'move around' for serious serials watchers.