@war

Have been drinking too much.. Made a significant effort to stop smoking and get it right.

Still there's no clear indication or leads. I think i have to continue to make my way through i guess haha. Feeling very thankful for certain friends and my family.

Tied up and someone is going to leave in june making my life a little bit more uncertain, got to suck it up seriously.

Tingles.

Feeling that something is about to change. Hope its for the better.


Though i work 8-5 , still i have to say this. 9 more months to go.

Hiding

I'm constantly moving, constantly shifting.

Behind that pillar, that room, that wall.

Sneaking off to that corner, taking a puff or two.


In a cosy room, it seems like a paradise, a solace.

Will it end?


woah i don't know.
Big brother always deploy his dogs, watching you.

Sorting Out

This is rather random as usual.

Is it more about me? Or rather is it more about you?

Really tough question.
Its innate nature that at crunch time, one will probably save themselves before the others. But what about times where situations are more casual?

I don't really get what i'm trying to say as well.

Messed up.

Maybe we should try for it to be "more about us" but there isn't any chance for us.

Big fish in a little pond

Looks like i've got it up and running again, cos it sounds like it.

Not another empty statement i guess, but only time will tell, cliche it is but really you can't find out till its time.

I get some renewed confidence everytime i speak to him.

Sounds gay but its over that level haha.


It's about getting down and doing it i guess, probably this works for every case but yea..


Life's decent.

good bye, if anyone bothered to visit this page "covered with cobwebs" lol

after some time

Seriously i don't know if there is anyone who still visits this page. Anyway i really want to change the bloody skin, but really might be a bit of a chore, wanted to use the standard templates, but will lose the links yea so..

Anyways life has been good so far, out and about as my nickname on messenger shows, having a rather 'easy' life now definitely. But its hard earned yea. No free meals as the chinese saying goes.

Yea quitting the vices definitely.

No more of it. At least i'll try to haha.

time?

Time is

too slow for those who wait,

too swift for those who fear,

too long for those who grieve,

too short for those who rejoice,

but for those who love and care,

time is eternity


does it matter.

-

I think i do not need this platform anymore, for whatever reasons.

Deg.

Need to move away from the current lifestyle.


I wonder it takes how long.

Its the life of a teen, i like it, but its just not good haha i know.

Lead

I need to FARM FARM FARM.


Give me some time.

The way it is

It happens, and its getting worse haha. Taking it in my stride as usual but it seems to be overwhelming.


Its not the first time, but it is really unbearable, i really can't do shit about it except for pushing on, it weighs me down again and i push on.


Hope it gets back to the way it was and i promise or rather i think i will do my part.


Still learning, i must admit.

In All

ALA KE POM POR

MATA KONGSI

Chatterbox.

Oh yea the chat box is down, cos it has been rather dead.

so if wanna say anything if you bother, just post a comment.

have fun.

nah

I want to change my blog skin, said this since last year i guess.

I just want to get over with it, getting on me now.

move, fly.

First

Just bought my first 4-D ticket today, wish me luck=)


Money money. haha.

Privileges

Listening to music is a privilege.

Listen only when you need it.



When the cold wind blows. haha.

Screw the camo cream man.

I think I know.

The way you are brought up will seriously impact your life. Your life being friends you make, people you hang out with, the people whom you talk to, things you talk about, way you veiw certain issues, leisure activities, contents in rubbish talk...


I've realised i can't take cantonese out of my life seriously, as in the language rather the dialect.
Its just too into me, 18years and running. After the concert, Jacky Cheung concert, i'm pretty damn sure of this feeling that i've been having, it just seems so much closer with cantonese, if you get what i mean.


And i just lead a family lifestyle which is very different from average families, i don't hate it but its just different. To just take this word from jionchun 'knowledge' , its not the 'knowledge' but instead the activities and lifestyle which brought this 'knowledge' to me.


So i think i know, she must know cantonese, or i need to leave.

new year, another year

There was this weird feeling seeing people with school bags going home while i was on the bus the other day, uniforms are quite cool haha, not the green ones tho.


i want to change the bloody blog skin, seriously but no mood to go browsing.
The red is too dark.


Adult bus fares quite painful, 1.12from kallang to pasir ris, bus from pasir ris back home 1.62 =(
and cabbed 9.10 to kallang that day, 13bucks for transportation a day, insane.


soon, soon.

All about my REAL brother

外人乱我兄弟者，必杀之




兄弟杀我兄弟者，必杀之

Broke the Record

Oh my, i just slept for 24hours and perhaps 15minutes.

Beat That haha.

9am on 27th to 915/920am on 28th.

Its the soccer ,'BBQ' and the elias mall bullshit. haha.

1 wasted day.