Elliot Yamin

I don't get bored listening to it 1000 times.

Moving On

I just need something new i guess or maybe i don't, just not what i'm facing now.



I'm empty, haha so how can i write good essays.


I NEED SOMETHING


Particularly like this graphic,cuz it resembles the old time comics i used to read.



Sometimes, its not up to you.
To put it in chinese： 天时，地利，人和。
Tell me if I'm wrong, my phone is always switched on.

Leading the Race and maybe chasing

I expect everyone in the education system to have experienced running, since you know everyone runs 2.4km for the Physical Fitness Test.

This is on the assumption that its sort of a race, and you want to win the race.

Its always difficult to run behind the pack when you start, reason being the difference in pace and all, so you want to be at the front. Anyway, as the race proceeds, it becomes more and more difficult to catch up with whoever is running in front of you. Wouldn't you agree???

This is the game I'm constantly playing this 2years. This is the last time for reversal, maybe not in real terms, perhaps at least consoling if i manage a decent finish.

Oh my.

Used to

I think I used to be happy.

At least I remembered that i was a little happier back then.

I'm Breathing

Please take some time to Listen To This Song (again).



Please take some time to Listen To This Song (again).

Its Just Me

Start with the end in mind. This statement is made by some philosopher whom i can't remember.

They embed great lessons. It draws you to understand what life is about, or hopefully give you a better idea how to live a life. Having a better understanding and hopefully live life in a better way.

Confucius have also mentioned about realising life with age. Can't remember the exact statement.

They are all philosophers with great wisdom and inquiring about truths, perhaps what we call facts of life.


Can we ever know the 'right' way to life? Or must we fault or are we made to fault? There are 2 school of thoughts one of which is rationalizing-guided by logic, i can't remember the second.


This incoherence somewhat sums things up.

I take things too easily though i do value them.

Its hard to quantise how much i value various 'things', trying my best i can only say they mean 'alot' to me and affects me. Its just very hard to stop myself from being this way but i can't seem to accept. I can't even accept me being like this myself, so how do i expect any other person to accept this 'reasoning'. I only know i value them.



The more you know, the less you understand. --Lao tse
Is this true?


The more you learn, the more you know. The more you know, the more you forget. The more you forget, the less you know. So why bother to learn? --George Bernard Shaw
This is just paradoxical.


A man is like a fraction whose numerator is what he is and whose denominator is what he thinks of himself. The larger the denominator the smaller the fraction. -- Leo Tolstoy
This is true.

/This is crap/

What I Want.

Texas



Maldives.



Galveston




I will buy a beach house one day, be it in Singapore(probably pretty too expensive), India, Australia. Anywhere, as long as i can enjoy the sheer tranquility, sunshine, sunrise, sunset and warm breezes.


But who will be share the experience with me?
Will the person be you?

Dreams

Lets talk about dreams.

I presume that you have dreams or have had dreams.


First question would be how far away are you from your dreams?

For me, pretty real far. I don't know why perhaps the dreams that you have are relative to the state that you are in then. So as you move on in life when the situation changes and you grow up, you generally and ineveitably move further and further away from your childhood dreams or dreams you had in the early years of teenage.


Second question being-Do you still relish achieving the dreams? Or perhaps you have new dreams in your mind or maybe you have forgotten all about what you have originally dreamt of?Or even simply feel that a dream is just a dream.

The best would be the first or the second highlighted. Why so? I feel that for the first, those dreams would be innocent which are likely to reflect your character. No not your character, it would be more appropriate to say your nature. Characters are moulded. So it reflects your nature, your ambitions, your instincts, or even your destiny. In my opinion for the second, it shows your character. It reflects a more realistic dream so as to say since you're moving on in life with more experiences and in all understanding yourself better and knowing what your potential is all about. So similarly to the first, it reflects your ambitions, maybe courage, your wants and even your desires. Nevertheless, its good. It provides you with the impetus to work hard and might be a panacea when you meet difficulties since it is likely to encourage you to fight on.

If you've forgotten about your dreams or if you have never thought of what you might like to be, its time to think seriously for one. You are missing out on all the above mentioned. In my opinion, its not that you are realistic and living within your means. it shows how feeble and weak you are to not believe in your own abilities and strength and to simply accept everything given to you. You are just too caught up with your everyday life and chasing for things blindly.

Its different with a dream.
You are in pursuit of your happiness your dreams.
Who cares even if its just a pursuit.
You are at least trying to make yourself happy and worthwhile.


Live your dream(s).



If you agree then tell me about it. I would like to know.

Need to Change

Hey, i've just realised a trend.

All of us haven't been doing well, academically haha.
'US' being Luvis, Bryan, Zhuang Yong, Xin Xiang, Shaun, Steiner, Jion Chun/Jeffrey/Jing Jiat/Jeremy=>slightly better.

And maybe should just change your name to start with 'J' to do slightly better LOL.

But still mediocre.HAHAHA


Need to change this awful trend of 2-6.

A Balance

Its not in the balance. Its awfuly titlted to one side long time ago and now its tilted to another. I think I have to always forsake something in order to gain something, or maybe gain something before losing somethings.


Feeling really off. Its nowhere here nor there only my Indian friend can understand cause he's in exactly the same situation and he feels the same. Pity him and me. Not feeling sad but can't feel happy. So i would rather say i'm sort of deviod of human feelings and emotions and its really bad.


Times when you are not feeling too good, i'll offer something. Now when i'm in this situation its not even words. Probably i shouldn't even ask for anything. Cause its all about giving isn't it? Cause it works the other way too when others are giving lots to me and i don't give more than a damn about them. Maybe its Karma maybe its all about the balance.


I thank my friends once again. And yes my mother.

I seriously don't know if next is pay back time or enjoy walawala time.


They say alwasy hope for the better. Do something when you feel like it.
Oh anyway not really into the emo state cause i can't even really tell how i'm feeling haha.

Private

There are things you want to keep to yourself and there are things you want to let others know.



There are also things only meant for certain people to know.

In My Own Hands

Calm down.





Take a moment to relax. Bring up your pair of hands. Look inside your palms(do it).








You realise its all in your own hands.






I rememeber i laugh at all the ITE adverts outside Bishan ITE with Xin Xiang and friends when we go for this Sunday training thing at Bishan ITE. Now to think that its really true, what a joke man.






(haha can't get a better picture without paying)



"Failure means nothing at all if success comes eventually" -- Frank Bettger

Mighty Arsenal

Henry signs for Barcelona

Thierry Henry tonight appeared to be on the brink of leaving Arsenal for Barcelona.

Sources close to the Spanish club have declared a four-year deal has been signed for the France World Cup winner.

-soccernet-

OH NO THIERRY HENRY MUST STAY!

I'm really free.

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These peolpe are really free too, only one specifically targets my blog(highlighted in turquiose).Look at searches for people and DoTA terms. This shows how many people have got nothing much to do.

Being Real

Now, since i'm extremely bored and having nothing to do which certainly shouldn't be the case at this moment and hour, i read XX's blog and went to the webby to check teh site out, but it generates different codes everytime i retry. So i browsed through the site and found this 'test' which i found interesting. Though i don't know if it gives different answers with every retry, this is the result.

You Are 73% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

How Real Are You?

LOL a 73%. I sort of asked myself after i did the test Does it matter really?

The Game

MEN WEREN'T REALLY THE ENEMY-They were fellow victims suffering from an outmoded masculine mystique that made them feel unnecessarily inadequate when there were no bears to kill.



-Betty Friedan-
The Feminine Mystique
The Game


LOL

from Soccer

Mind weak.




Weak mind.

30 hour famine

Sweet.

用华文

我不知道要怎么了。

用起华文来了。


我不知道我在做什么。

也记不起曾经做过什么。


我有成就吗？

过去的任何事迹又重要吗？


我说过什么吗？

曾夸下海口说过什么吗？


我不要记得。

哈哈，我说过这么多，这次也可能是又一次的谎言。



现在的你读了这几行的字，明白了什么吗？
不要装懂或胡乱猜测我话的意识。
只有是挚友，华文又不错的会懂。
不再多说了。

打完对我来说这么多字，我还觉得我满酷的。哈哈。
（怕字太小我把字调大一点）

Laugh it Off

Now i can only laugh things off.


Good/Bad? I don't know the answer.


I can play card games with my brother till the morning but i can't sit down and study for 1 hour. haha.