What I Want.

Texas



Maldives.



Galveston




I will buy a beach house one day, be it in Singapore(probably pretty too expensive), India, Australia. Anywhere, as long as i can enjoy the sheer tranquility, sunshine, sunrise, sunset and warm breezes.


But who will be share the experience with me?
Will the person be you?

Dreams

Lets talk about dreams.

I presume that you have dreams or have had dreams.


First question would be how far away are you from your dreams?

For me, pretty real far. I don't know why perhaps the dreams that you have are relative to the state that you are in then. So as you move on in life when the situation changes and you grow up, you generally and ineveitably move further and further away from your childhood dreams or dreams you had in the early years of teenage.


Second question being-Do you still relish achieving the dreams? Or perhaps you have new dreams in your mind or maybe you have forgotten all about what you have originally dreamt of?Or even simply feel that a dream is just a dream.

The best would be the first or the second highlighted. Why so? I feel that for the first, those dreams would be innocent which are likely to reflect your character. No not your character, it would be more appropriate to say your nature. Characters are moulded. So it reflects your nature, your ambitions, your instincts, or even your destiny. In my opinion for the second, it shows your character. It reflects a more realistic dream so as to say since you're moving on in life with more experiences and in all understanding yourself better and knowing what your potential is all about. So similarly to the first, it reflects your ambitions, maybe courage, your wants and even your desires. Nevertheless, its good. It provides you with the impetus to work hard and might be a panacea when you meet difficulties since it is likely to encourage you to fight on.

If you've forgotten about your dreams or if you have never thought of what you might like to be, its time to think seriously for one. You are missing out on all the above mentioned. In my opinion, its not that you are realistic and living within your means. it shows how feeble and weak you are to not believe in your own abilities and strength and to simply accept everything given to you. You are just too caught up with your everyday life and chasing for things blindly.

Its different with a dream.
You are in pursuit of your happiness your dreams.
Who cares even if its just a pursuit.
You are at least trying to make yourself happy and worthwhile.


Live your dream(s).



If you agree then tell me about it. I would like to know.

Need to Change

Hey, i've just realised a trend.

All of us haven't been doing well, academically haha.
'US' being Luvis, Bryan, Zhuang Yong, Xin Xiang, Shaun, Steiner, Jion Chun/Jeffrey/Jing Jiat/Jeremy=>slightly better.

And maybe should just change your name to start with 'J' to do slightly better LOL.

But still mediocre.HAHAHA


Need to change this awful trend of 2-6.

A Balance

Its not in the balance. Its awfuly titlted to one side long time ago and now its tilted to another. I think I have to always forsake something in order to gain something, or maybe gain something before losing somethings.


Feeling really off. Its nowhere here nor there only my Indian friend can understand cause he's in exactly the same situation and he feels the same. Pity him and me. Not feeling sad but can't feel happy. So i would rather say i'm sort of deviod of human feelings and emotions and its really bad.


Times when you are not feeling too good, i'll offer something. Now when i'm in this situation its not even words. Probably i shouldn't even ask for anything. Cause its all about giving isn't it? Cause it works the other way too when others are giving lots to me and i don't give more than a damn about them. Maybe its Karma maybe its all about the balance.


I thank my friends once again. And yes my mother.

I seriously don't know if next is pay back time or enjoy walawala time.


They say alwasy hope for the better. Do something when you feel like it.
Oh anyway not really into the emo state cause i can't even really tell how i'm feeling haha.

Private

There are things you want to keep to yourself and there are things you want to let others know.



There are also things only meant for certain people to know.

In My Own Hands

Calm down.





Take a moment to relax. Bring up your pair of hands. Look inside your palms(do it).








You realise its all in your own hands.






I rememeber i laugh at all the ITE adverts outside Bishan ITE with Xin Xiang and friends when we go for this Sunday training thing at Bishan ITE. Now to think that its really true, what a joke man.






(haha can't get a better picture without paying)



"Failure means nothing at all if success comes eventually" -- Frank Bettger

Mighty Arsenal

Henry signs for Barcelona

Thierry Henry tonight appeared to be on the brink of leaving Arsenal for Barcelona.

Sources close to the Spanish club have declared a four-year deal has been signed for the France World Cup winner.

-soccernet-

OH NO THIERRY HENRY MUST STAY!

I'm really free.

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These peolpe are really free too, only one specifically targets my blog(highlighted in turquiose).Look at searches for people and DoTA terms. This shows how many people have got nothing much to do.

Being Real

Now, since i'm extremely bored and having nothing to do which certainly shouldn't be the case at this moment and hour, i read XX's blog and went to the webby to check teh site out, but it generates different codes everytime i retry. So i browsed through the site and found this 'test' which i found interesting. Though i don't know if it gives different answers with every retry, this is the result.

You Are 73% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

How Real Are You?

LOL a 73%. I sort of asked myself after i did the test Does it matter really?

The Game

MEN WEREN'T REALLY THE ENEMY-They were fellow victims suffering from an outmoded masculine mystique that made them feel unnecessarily inadequate when there were no bears to kill.



-Betty Friedan-
The Feminine Mystique
The Game


LOL

from Soccer

Mind weak.




Weak mind.

30 hour famine

Sweet.

用华文

我不知道要怎么了。

用起华文来了。


我不知道我在做什么。

也记不起曾经做过什么。


我有成就吗？

过去的任何事迹又重要吗？


我说过什么吗？

曾夸下海口说过什么吗？


我不要记得。

哈哈，我说过这么多，这次也可能是又一次的谎言。



现在的你读了这几行的字，明白了什么吗？
不要装懂或胡乱猜测我话的意识。
只有是挚友，华文又不错的会懂。
不再多说了。

打完对我来说这么多字，我还觉得我满酷的。哈哈。
（怕字太小我把字调大一点）

Laugh it Off

Now i can only laugh things off.


Good/Bad? I don't know the answer.


I can play card games with my brother till the morning but i can't sit down and study for 1 hour. haha.

A Book

Has been reading this book recently which taught me many new things.

I'd better start now.

What Fate Really Is

Oh wells, today met Siwei at city hall. Helen who has never ever i swear in my life or rather of my knowledge never met her in person before. For just a moment while i was trying to get my brunch at some donut joint, she spotted her. We simply walked past these stalls, me being ignorant to things that doesn't really concerns me, didn't see Siwei but Helen saw her! And so oh yes.



Its fate as simply moments or rather 10 minutes ago, i was telling Helen or rather maybe the day before i was telling Helen that why should i be the one to arrange/decide on this 'outing' which has got nothing really to do with the other parties.(Okay quite bad to say other parties) Moreover, I'm not the one who's not available and where i don't even know why the other person is not available. So why am i being called a 'joke' jokingly by Siwei! No never will i decide and choose the day to meet, and maybe I'm willing to forsake the chance to meet Siwei. A really nice person i thought and still think she is. I thought the matter was trivial after all.




But once again, as I'm all pissed off the day before. I met her in person earlier today. And all the angst were gone. Why, simply because i know she's not the one blah blah and she's just too happy-go-lucky to feel how serious i treat this whole small incident. Maybe until she reads this article she would never know. Anyways, I've already met her though no long conversations etc. its made possible. That's what fate really is.













Back to today. As well, i was there to settle my brunch but i got put off by this really long queue which stayed the same even after i finished the food i bought directly opposite this stall. You may want to notice the queue which extends beyond the background. That man in the background if you would notice with a tie, stood there probably even before I've reached. This is not fate haha. But i would appreciate if anyone gets a donut specially for me from there =p, just joking.








Anyone, what do you read from this picture?


It means something but nothing to me at the moment. You can never know what a person thinks, you need clues, hints, something before you 'understand'. You understand when its a conversation, reasons thrown subtly here and there. You'll never understand with no verification. Never guess, or you may just end up being a fool. I can't fathom what anyone is going to think, so can anyone of you? Tell me if you can, you must be divine.



*TO TELL YOU WHY YOU SHOULD ACKKNOWLEDGE ME. (If you happen to read this)
Answer:SIMPLY BECAUSE I'M YOUR BROTHER.

Unfinished Business

Some Friends the longer and better you know them, you'll be more sure of what they think and how they act, what they mean and what they don't mean.



Some Friends, the longer you know them, the more you're uncertain about them, not sure of what they think and how they think, not knowing what they mean when they mean something.


Troubled. No.

2 more days and i'll finish the 'unfinished business'.

Bargain!

Really need to study, at the same time keeping to various commitments.


Anyways got a good bargain on saturday! Got a book that I would have liked to read for $6!!
Its original price was $39.90 because ppopular in orcahrd is closing down! Albeit the cover was a little scratched and all.


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Subscribing to being a pupil and student.

18 Years Ago

I'm EIGHTEEN, i hope i know what i want.

Google Maps kewl

This is AJ
http://maps.google.com/maps?hl=en&safe=off&ie=UTF8&oe=UTF-8&num=10&ll=1.378662,103.845971&spn=0.002612,0.003616&t=k&z=18&om=0

This is VJ
http://maps.google.com/maps?ie=UTF8&hl=en&om=0&ll=1.306278,103.919705&spn=0.002612,0.003616&t=k&z=18

This is Gong Jiao
http://maps.google.com/maps?ie=UTF8&oe=UTF-8&hl=en&ll=1.354808,103.844935&spn=0.002612,0.003616&t=k&z=18&om=1



Can't really tell if AJ is bigger than VJ LOL

And Gong Jiao's field is liek a desert!