The way you are brought up will seriously impact your life. Your life being friends you make, people you hang out with, the people whom you talk to, things you talk about, way you veiw certain issues, leisure activities, contents in rubbish talk...
I've realised i can't take cantonese out of my life seriously, as in the language rather the dialect.
Its just too into me, 18years and running. After the concert, Jacky Cheung concert, i'm pretty damn sure of this feeling that i've been having, it just seems so much closer with cantonese, if you get what i mean.
And i just lead a family lifestyle which is very different from average families, i don't hate it but its just different. To just take this word from jionchun 'knowledge' , its not the 'knowledge' but instead the activities and lifestyle which brought this 'knowledge' to me.
So i think i know, she must know cantonese, or i need to leave.
Monday, January 07, 2008
Friday, January 04, 2008
new year, another year
There was this weird feeling seeing people with school bags going home while i was on the bus the other day, uniforms are quite cool haha, not the green ones tho.
i want to change the bloody blog skin, seriously but no mood to go browsing.
The red is too dark.
Adult bus fares quite painful, 1.12from kallang to pasir ris, bus from pasir ris back home 1.62 =(
and cabbed 9.10 to kallang that day, 13bucks for transportation a day, insane.
soon, soon.
i want to change the bloody blog skin, seriously but no mood to go browsing.
The red is too dark.
Adult bus fares quite painful, 1.12from kallang to pasir ris, bus from pasir ris back home 1.62 =(
and cabbed 9.10 to kallang that day, 13bucks for transportation a day, insane.
soon, soon.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Friday, December 28, 2007
Broke the Record
Oh my, i just slept for 24hours and perhaps 15minutes.
Beat That haha.
9am on 27th to 915/920am on 28th.
Its the soccer ,'BBQ' and the elias mall bullshit. haha.
1 wasted day.
Beat That haha.
9am on 27th to 915/920am on 28th.
Its the soccer ,'BBQ' and the elias mall bullshit. haha.
1 wasted day.
Monday, December 24, 2007
Impromptu
This is what we're about man haha. Do things without plan but still roll out perfectly.
As 2 days ago i was saying i have no activities for eve and christmas, but there it was for me GONG JIAO OEI lol.
Didn't go with brother=) not my crowd la haha, so dress code is RED haha like santa LOL.
Everyone is bringing booze, hope XX can be contacted and ZY can stop 'T' for a moment and join us LOL, seriously just joking haha don't get worked up if you read this=).
2 Christmas presents from 2 women, ah 1 is my mum =D my mum is damn nice yes. Got food from friends and all too. Hope it'll be a merry christmas for me and my friends and people whom i care. MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS haha.
GOING WILD CONFIRM LATER HAHA. HOPE YOU DONT RUN INTO ME =O
As 2 days ago i was saying i have no activities for eve and christmas, but there it was for me GONG JIAO OEI lol.
Didn't go with brother=) not my crowd la haha, so dress code is RED haha like santa LOL.
Everyone is bringing booze, hope XX can be contacted and ZY can stop 'T' for a moment and join us LOL, seriously just joking haha don't get worked up if you read this=).
2 Christmas presents from 2 women, ah 1 is my mum =D my mum is damn nice yes. Got food from friends and all too. Hope it'll be a merry christmas for me and my friends and people whom i care. MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS haha.
GOING WILD CONFIRM LATER HAHA. HOPE YOU DONT RUN INTO ME =O
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
OH mY GAWD
Haven't been doing much haha, soccer, movies, stay overs, walk walk, excercise.
That's about it.
Don't feel like typing aything serious or whatsoever, just not in the mood isn't it? Life's so carefree.
Everybody is going on holidays, and i'm going off too, soon.
Hong Kong it is, yes again, hahah but i quite like the atmosphere there, and maybe this time round can experience the night life there cos' i'm sorta 'grown up' =))
Anyway, i need to organise my life, seriously. Too much woohaa this 3 years. Have to be more concerned with my life rather than other peoples'. A lil sorry that i didn't make full use of 3 years. But nevermind, i'll live a long life haha, so 3 years might just be alright.
Still missing pieces in my life. Working on it.
(I'm serious not EMO haha, just need to meet me in person to realise)
Oh, and seriously didn't go home club to crash post prom, haha but i bet no one will believe. Seriously went there with luvis to drink. Though actually brought shirt to change if my friends considered going some other clubs, but since they chose to stay at home club, haha didn't bother to change out of my polo=).
Quite funny seeing people get drunk, and some unimaginable scenes of scholars getting seriously high haha. Too bad i didn't bring a camera, surely i could have asked for some money with the photos =P. Got a lil high mid way thru it, after dancing and all, but never got tipsy/drunk or anything like that. I don't know whats wrong with me, haha, really really really really hard to get drunk. Drank a lil last night but don't even feel a shit of the alcohol LOL.
But some aj girls drink till cannot maintain seriously. HAHA, shall keep my mouth shut and not type names lol.
Have fun for those on holidays, try to enjoy for those who are working and 'move around' for serious serials watchers.
That's about it.
Don't feel like typing aything serious or whatsoever, just not in the mood isn't it? Life's so carefree.
Everybody is going on holidays, and i'm going off too, soon.
Hong Kong it is, yes again, hahah but i quite like the atmosphere there, and maybe this time round can experience the night life there cos' i'm sorta 'grown up' =))
Anyway, i need to organise my life, seriously. Too much woohaa this 3 years. Have to be more concerned with my life rather than other peoples'. A lil sorry that i didn't make full use of 3 years. But nevermind, i'll live a long life haha, so 3 years might just be alright.
Still missing pieces in my life. Working on it.
(I'm serious not EMO haha, just need to meet me in person to realise)
Oh, and seriously didn't go home club to crash post prom, haha but i bet no one will believe. Seriously went there with luvis to drink. Though actually brought shirt to change if my friends considered going some other clubs, but since they chose to stay at home club, haha didn't bother to change out of my polo=).
Quite funny seeing people get drunk, and some unimaginable scenes of scholars getting seriously high haha. Too bad i didn't bring a camera, surely i could have asked for some money with the photos =P. Got a lil high mid way thru it, after dancing and all, but never got tipsy/drunk or anything like that. I don't know whats wrong with me, haha, really really really really hard to get drunk. Drank a lil last night but don't even feel a shit of the alcohol LOL.
But some aj girls drink till cannot maintain seriously. HAHA, shall keep my mouth shut and not type names lol.
Have fun for those on holidays, try to enjoy for those who are working and 'move around' for serious serials watchers.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Dumb
I think, i'm just thinking that, Complacency got the better of me.
Its not the first time haha, when will i learn to give my best?
Economics was just upsetting, usually can get by with little effort, wOw but on wednesday i felt it didn't go too well, there goes 1 A.. and i'm only aiming for 2A. How upleasant this is, for me and my attitude.
Its not the first time haha, when will i learn to give my best?
Economics was just upsetting, usually can get by with little effort, wOw but on wednesday i felt it didn't go too well, there goes 1 A.. and i'm only aiming for 2A. How upleasant this is, for me and my attitude.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Objective
So last night i made this decision to go to the airport to have dinner with my friends who were already there studying. Travelled from north to east.
A little out of my mind, but it just shows how much love i have for you guys HAHA.
Anyways, the plan initially was just dinner, but they suggested to study, so i packed my bag and moved. I knew there isn't a possibility that we can really study together, we'll definitely talk, so that was what happened all night long. Took 3 meals of Macs there -.- and left to take a rest at Jeffrey's place before going home early in the morning.
But somewhere in between, we've talked about how significant A levels is to your life, will it be a measure of success, or a determinant of success. Its not really that interesting, but rather amusing to see two 18year olds in the midst of taking A levels talking about this.
Anyway, what i think is that it is not a determinant of success and certainly not a measure of success, not simply because i'm not at the top end of results at the moment, but my believe as always. Yes, perhaps its a measure of success for a student, are we students? I think we're not, we're made to do a thousand things and study, so we're not merely students haha. You can grind out 4As, 3months of intense studying will give you that. But you can't develop personalities and character. But hardwork definitely pays, regardless of context. I'd rather say hardwork is a determinant of success, certainly so.
Whatever it is i will still prepare for the remaining papers just like how i've always done it, haha A levels is just another examination to me, if i can do excellent GOOD, if not, let's just move on. I couldn't care less what other people's grades are as long as i can get into varsity and do some decent course. Wish the aspiring lawyers, dentists, doctors, pharmacists whatever, good luck.
Realise the assumption?
A little out of my mind, but it just shows how much love i have for you guys HAHA.
Anyways, the plan initially was just dinner, but they suggested to study, so i packed my bag and moved. I knew there isn't a possibility that we can really study together, we'll definitely talk, so that was what happened all night long. Took 3 meals of Macs there -.- and left to take a rest at Jeffrey's place before going home early in the morning.
But somewhere in between, we've talked about how significant A levels is to your life, will it be a measure of success, or a determinant of success. Its not really that interesting, but rather amusing to see two 18year olds in the midst of taking A levels talking about this.
Anyway, what i think is that it is not a determinant of success and certainly not a measure of success, not simply because i'm not at the top end of results at the moment, but my believe as always. Yes, perhaps its a measure of success for a student, are we students? I think we're not, we're made to do a thousand things and study, so we're not merely students haha. You can grind out 4As, 3months of intense studying will give you that. But you can't develop personalities and character. But hardwork definitely pays, regardless of context. I'd rather say hardwork is a determinant of success, certainly so.
Whatever it is i will still prepare for the remaining papers just like how i've always done it, haha A levels is just another examination to me, if i can do excellent GOOD, if not, let's just move on. I couldn't care less what other people's grades are as long as i can get into varsity and do some decent course. Wish the aspiring lawyers, dentists, doctors, pharmacists whatever, good luck.
Realise the assumption?
Monday, November 05, 2007
Friday, November 02, 2007
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Climate N' Enviornment
How apt. Haha.
If you have no idea, look closely at what Singapore has just launched.
If you have no idea, look closely at what Singapore has just launched.
Oh anyway, my mother is all behind me in the examinations, not new, but just had to say.
Though i know my brother is rather very more than nice, haha i didn't expect him to call my mother to ask how i'm doing, haha.
Though i know my brother is rather very more than nice, haha i didn't expect him to call my mother to ask how i'm doing, haha.
Hurry, let's get over with it.
Cambridge and MOE surprise me everytime.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
A Long Way
I've come a long way.
One of my friends said, everything doesn't matter, only the results does. True?
Everybody is talking about the farewell. I'm not trying to be different, but i think there's not much to say.
You miss the people, not the place. The place just brings back memories of time you've spent with the people. I'm not trying to say that the place isn't important but to me it isn't. The memories you share are between your friends and you. But you share the place with everyone who have had memories. Its all about the numbers isn't it.
Had good teachers, had very nice friends from SJI, a school which i used to think produce arrogrant scums. I'm quite sure now to not generalise. Also, the western food store auntie who's so nice to me, its not about the bargains i get from her, its more than what others who complain at mass civics see. Don't generalise. Though its over, i will still say i didn't have a fantastic class, but i couldn't ask for more, what have not been done is that we haven't tried certain things.
So, all in all, not much memories, and i've worn the school badge for days which my fingers can count. But Anderson have great teachers, at least most of them are good. Its all about numbers.
There's so much to say, but so little i actually want to say. But it stops here, right here.
I want to make the world a better place, i feel its my destiny, haha. (rather random, just rather.)
One of my friends said, everything doesn't matter, only the results does. True?
Everybody is talking about the farewell. I'm not trying to be different, but i think there's not much to say.
You miss the people, not the place. The place just brings back memories of time you've spent with the people. I'm not trying to say that the place isn't important but to me it isn't. The memories you share are between your friends and you. But you share the place with everyone who have had memories. Its all about the numbers isn't it.
Had good teachers, had very nice friends from SJI, a school which i used to think produce arrogrant scums. I'm quite sure now to not generalise. Also, the western food store auntie who's so nice to me, its not about the bargains i get from her, its more than what others who complain at mass civics see. Don't generalise. Though its over, i will still say i didn't have a fantastic class, but i couldn't ask for more, what have not been done is that we haven't tried certain things.
So, all in all, not much memories, and i've worn the school badge for days which my fingers can count. But Anderson have great teachers, at least most of them are good. Its all about numbers.
There's so much to say, but so little i actually want to say. But it stops here, right here.
I want to make the world a better place, i feel its my destiny, haha. (rather random, just rather.)
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Serving the Nation
Good evening Mr CHEUNG WAI LUN.Your enlistment date is not finalised yet. An enlistment notice will be sent to you two months before your enlistment date. For further enquiries, please call our Call Center at 1800-3676767 or email to us at contact@ns.sg.
Looks like immediate life after A levels for guys is all about NS.
I'm not really enthusiastic about it at all, but can't help logging in to the webby to check cos all my friends already knew their enlistment date. Guess its due to my PES haha.
I'm not really enthusiastic about it at all, but can't help logging in to the webby to check cos all my friends already knew their enlistment date. Guess its due to my PES haha.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Clarity
I know whats going on, but i don't want to know whats going on.
I should just get myself sorted and tie myself to my desk.
Once i give myself a break say after a while of studying, i'll never return.. Sleep on the sofa(3/4hours), use the computer, play winning11, look outside the window, watch tv, read book, wahtever, but never back to the desk.
I can't believe what i myself is doing , its pressing, but i'm still not working, another wasted weekend..
I should just get myself sorted and tie myself to my desk.
Once i give myself a break say after a while of studying, i'll never return.. Sleep on the sofa(3/4hours), use the computer, play winning11, look outside the window, watch tv, read book, wahtever, but never back to the desk.
I can't believe what i myself is doing , its pressing, but i'm still not working, another wasted weekend..
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Whts up.
So now there's nothing much to talk about except for the A levels coming up i see.
Anyways, i do want to read law, because i think it'll definitely work my brain.
But whats the point? Because i don't want to be a lawyer, i don't want to work 'n' hours a week and move towards partnership.
Hah let's not think too far, how to get into law having not done well in two H2 subjects? Think I'll just settle in some arts/social science courses, i think i'll have a comfortable life then, without all the numbers and algebra.
O.o so why push so hard? Maybe i just don't want a disgusting certificate.
Also, its really lame to have taken science subjects. I think i would have done way better with Economics, Geography, Mathematics and Chemistry. Funny combination, but i think it'll work fantastic for me.
Oh also i've been thinking about law internship, but from kenneths' experience, i don't think i want to go for it, unless i can make the cut for the course. I don't want to spend time doing mundane work, if theres even work to do. LOL
I'll study harder though, I'm convinced.
Anyways, i do want to read law, because i think it'll definitely work my brain.
But whats the point? Because i don't want to be a lawyer, i don't want to work 'n' hours a week and move towards partnership.
Hah let's not think too far, how to get into law having not done well in two H2 subjects? Think I'll just settle in some arts/social science courses, i think i'll have a comfortable life then, without all the numbers and algebra.
O.o so why push so hard? Maybe i just don't want a disgusting certificate.
Also, its really lame to have taken science subjects. I think i would have done way better with Economics, Geography, Mathematics and Chemistry. Funny combination, but i think it'll work fantastic for me.
Oh also i've been thinking about law internship, but from kenneths' experience, i don't think i want to go for it, unless i can make the cut for the course. I don't want to spend time doing mundane work, if theres even work to do. LOL
I'll study harder though, I'm convinced.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Run
I want to leave this country, maybe for a moment, maybe for good.
Unfortunately/fortunately i'll still have to stay for another 2 years. Maybe I'll change my mind then, leaving nothing behind.
How i wish it was the same all again.
One wrong step and everything goes down like a domino, it falls so fast that i can't pull the plug, i end up hurting myself.
I want to leave, and take a break.
Am I really so nasty? I don't think so really.
Unfortunately/fortunately i'll still have to stay for another 2 years. Maybe I'll change my mind then, leaving nothing behind.
How i wish it was the same all again.
One wrong step and everything goes down like a domino, it falls so fast that i can't pull the plug, i end up hurting myself.
I want to leave, and take a break.
Am I really so nasty? I don't think so really.
Monday, September 17, 2007
Escape
I feel like changing the skin of the blog, but it takes hell lot of time to personalise and transfer certain features..
Anyone to help me do it??
I'm not mature enough haha, as far as i used to think i was. Moving into adulthood for real this time i guess.
Anyone to help me do it??
I'm not mature enough haha, as far as i used to think i was. Moving into adulthood for real this time i guess.
Friday, September 14, 2007
I appreciate.
Thank you to all my friends, always there for me. I really appreciate.
Special call out especially to: Jion Chun, Jeffrey, Siwei, Foo, Jing Jiat, XX, Justin, Darryl
Also,
Gouthaman, Hweeteng, Yuying, Anqi, Kaiyang(somewhat inspiring blog articles)
Small statements and questions do help to make my day better most of the time.
Special call out especially to: Jion Chun, Jeffrey, Siwei, Foo, Jing Jiat, XX, Justin, Darryl
Also,
Gouthaman, Hweeteng, Yuying, Anqi, Kaiyang(somewhat inspiring blog articles)
Small statements and questions do help to make my day better most of the time.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Monday, September 03, 2007
Beatles Lied
Love was never an easy game to play, even if it was yesterday.
I'm fully aware of all my actions and its consequences. It was a good friday night. I'm aware of how people are feeling, perhaps thats my best personal skill i guess. Good happy hour drink, good Starbucks milk tea, good sitting at the 'biker gang' spot HAHA.
I'm sorry for you too, as i made it clear during the time, its more than what it seems to be. There are so many things on hand now, both in my hands and yours. I'm glad and sorry and everything was intentional as well as my swift departure.
Maybe everybody is not ready for it.
I'm fully aware of all my actions and its consequences. It was a good friday night. I'm aware of how people are feeling, perhaps thats my best personal skill i guess. Good happy hour drink, good Starbucks milk tea, good sitting at the 'biker gang' spot HAHA.
I'm sorry for you too, as i made it clear during the time, its more than what it seems to be. There are so many things on hand now, both in my hands and yours. I'm glad and sorry and everything was intentional as well as my swift departure.
Maybe everybody is not ready for it.
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