Clarity

I know whats going on, but i don't want to know whats going on.


I should just get myself sorted and tie myself to my desk.


Once i give myself a break say after a while of studying, i'll never return.. Sleep on the sofa(3/4hours), use the computer, play winning11, look outside the window, watch tv, read book, wahtever, but never back to the desk.


I can't believe what i myself is doing , its pressing, but i'm still not working, another wasted weekend..