I think i've been acting alike a fool for too long and kind of changed me.
Of course this would be a more enjoyable version. But i'm very tired of it.
Too many assumptions have been made and certainly my life isn't made any easier by my CCAs and all. CCAs are supposed to let you have fun and enjoy yourselves, at the same time develop a sense of belonging to the college, but in reality it isn't espicially in sports team i guess.
You never know what are the criterias that they are looking out for and at times, you would make a mistake and be unaware of it and perhaps caused you a place.
And priorities are kind of mixing up now...