All that matters

I've realised again, this time on my way back from tuition this morning.

Its all about rewards and hardwork, as in life is all about hardwrok and rewards.

Yes 'hardwork', it appears over and over again.


Family and friends, the care and love they give you, are the rewards. Fun and laughter with them are the rewards.

These are things you don't have to pay for for enjoyment.

The rest in life is simply hectic and mundane.



Being materialistic can be simply compared to taking soft drugs, you pay for it for temporary enjoyment, it is simply something that gives you pleasure at that moment. These can never be juxtaposed to what family and friends can share with you.


If my dear friends do not know or have not considered about this 'piece' in life that probably glares at you every now and then. Probably its time.

Erratum

I may and would like to make a correction to 2 posts before this.

FROM: "Work hard, earn lots of fucking money dirty or not. Spend and buy things till i die."

TO: "Work hard, earn lots of money. Spend and buy things till i die"

Why? because I don't want to be in prison and face a LOCKDOWN. It's horrifing, appalling, detestable, disgusting, beastly, awful, sickening, rotten, repulsive and loathsome.


Seriously, watch Prison Break.


I would fancy a Scofield haircut. He's incredibly, surpassingly, conspicuously, remarkably intelligent.


Prison Breaking.

Holy shit.

As much as i'm an influence to anybody that i'm with. I'm easily influenced.


But i know where the bottom line is.


So fuck all of you the dumb fucks out there. I can't help it but to swear since the training yesterday. Ironically, i'm loving it. Look my way.

insane

There is this fucking idea that came to me all of a sudden.


Work hard, earn lots of fucking money dirty or not. Spend and buy things till i die.


And not leave a cent for my son and daughters, if i ever have any.


Insane isn't it?


Its fucking insane, but for a reason.


Its all about the desire.

Verisimilitude

It's really so. This is it.

Success

Today was a great day, apart from the fact that i had to wake up early and hurry to Yishun for yet another 4hours of tuition. Good news and bad news for myself, the hours would soon grow and become 6.

Ironically, I have no desire to teach but I have an unconventional liking for sharing knowledge. The two seems to be identical, but they are simply similar. Put yourself to my position, imagine having to stay 6 hours or probably 6 hours and thrity minutes for movement from one block to another TWO TIMES A WEEK in a Yishun town. (No malice to Yishun, i love the statue in the park that i can see from the train)

I have 3 students on hand now.
First student is rather inteligent but poor in the subject. He makes little attempt to improve on his work but understands what i'm saying all the time. He would change if i 'drop a hint or two' to his mother.
Second student is pretty good for his age at the subject, sad to say he's a bit gay. From my experience in Catholic High, if he doesn't meet some good company he would stay gay all his live. The third, from my first impression he has got attitude, and I like it. It would probably be tough to 'teach' but ya I just like the attitude. Its boring for me and you to talk about all this shit. (glad that you've gone so far)

Hey man, but corny as it seems, me having a 36.25 (take note of the 0.25 its important!) university score IS a successful tutor.

Success Inspires Success
(I shall end here as the post is getting no where, this is what you get when you want to type a decent long entry and it somehow got fucked up because you didn't think it out)

Project Work

Everyone is so busy with their Oral Presentation for their project work. Seriously i have no idea why they are practicing over and over again everyday, everyweek since 2 weeks ago. Im not saying that ots not necessary, but 3 prepared rehearsals are more than enough. There's just no better way to make your classmates bored by introducing them to your 'fantastic' idea every other day.


If every presentation is like DOA, i wouldn't mind, but come on hyroponics, aeroponics, water, racial harmony what more? It's retarded and dumb to go to school to listen to such presentations at 8 everyday when its suppose to be your holidays. I will never do it.


I have nothing more to say and wish you all the best of luck for your Oral Presentations and also 'those' taking your A levels.


If everyone cared by nickelback is quite decent, just realised.


Off to school to hand in some dicky consent form -.-

Otherside

Its always different on the otherside.




I put you first. But where am I?


I feel like 'recess' slotted in between lessons, whether it is meant to mean like this or not. People always assume what i think or how i feel. Assume? People just don't get it. Not even you.

wo shi OSCAR

Yea, interview to be an OGL. Great getaway from the first week of school! CIP hours + time to relax= YAY!


It was fast, went on time started on time, ended early had some fun amusing the 'panel'.


Took questions like a breeze, but maybe haha, as i've told JJ look at the form can already =p.


Gave the right answers they wanted and know that they were happy haha, but the talking to ruler part was quite retarded la. My first was to the ruler, the rest was to them, its all the same.


Anyways dicky Jion Chun interupted, but its still the same as the OSCAR winner never faltered, it gave me some time to take a break lol.



Random stuff apart, OP is really retarded whats the point of presenting everyday? In my opinion, I think self preparation and around 5 rehearsals are more than enough.. Hate it.



Signed my result slip -.-

Money here I come! (freaking random HAHA)

Quiz

Took 2 tests out of boredom. One says that my IQ is 95 and another says that i'm a really good friend that people can count on where by i listen to problems and let you have a shoulder to cry on, exactly the type for a best friend.

So i'm a dumb fuck and a good friend. haha.

But again out of boredom, i clicked on the exactly same options for both the tests, and it gave me results that were worlds apart from my first. haha.

I've realised.

Its Morphing Time I've Got The Power

You're finished.


Transformer!!!


If I don't seem to feel. I'll cease to live.


We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

Snow Patrol-Chasing cars

The Evil Cycle

I didn't know why, i went to play LAN agian today. Wow, once again like any other occasion, it vacums my blue and red notes away.



It is an evil cycle, young chaps owning the LAN shops are earning $10.50 from us every week, 8 of us, that's $84.00, its worse than playing Mah Jiong (maybe not for gedeon haha). How many teenagers out there are being sucked dry by these evil bastards.



Now its them earning money from us.

I say( together with zhuang yong, gedeon, shaun and some others) we would be the 'young chaps' in about 5-6 years time sucking the hell out of the teenagers with our little outlet of maybe 40 computers. We would have a chain of LAN shops in paradiz, peace centre, slegie complex, opposite paradiz everywhere, sucking the hell out of those juveniles who simply can't resist the evil temptation of WarCraft or any other multi-player games. Eventually, we would prbably be having 400 computers generating uncountable amounts to us EVERY YEAR EVERY MONTH EVERY WEEK EVERY DAY EVERY HOUR EVERY MINUTE EVERY SECOND.

Soon... Soon...



Hope it work out and the trend stays HAHA.

Concern

I wouldn't care about anything else anymore.



Nothing is to my concern at the moment.



Exceptions there are. Exception there is, i correct myself.



Everything seems so insignificant now, can even skip tutorials, in AJ.



There's just one reason.

Death

Gaius Julius Caesar falls.



Imagine him falling.



Picture his empire.



Julius has fallen.

Things not meant to be.

What the purpose of a blog? Answer it, quick.


What is a blog when things supposedly should be posted can't be posted?

Perhaps it was never meant to be.



It flashed across my mind to delete this blog.

Since it was never meant to be.



Sometimes, things are meant to happen for something else to happen.

But you would never know.

Time comes leaves fall but you remain...



Think it should really happen.

But perhaps it was never meant to be...

carpe diem

Never settle for anything less.


Maximize. Not any where on your body, but the opportunities that are given to you.






discover me.

on a random note, hockey people looks like a fun bunch. (^.^ you know which group i'm refering to haha)

Coincidence

Supermassive Black Hole

Oh baby dont you know I suffer?
Oh baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?

You set my soul alight
You set my soul alight

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

You set my soul alight
You set my soul alight

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

It speaks

It speaks how i feel.



咖啡


He just gets it right everytime.

Point to Prove

I stepped into the classroom today, having a point to prove.

I turned the paper over to check the number or pages.

Looks 'do-able'.

I began to plough through the questions and started thinking of formulas and what not.

I began to realise the fate would be somewhat similar.

Hoped for a pass, but thought it's so far away now that i've tried.

But regardless of how badly i've done in this paper, at least now i'm sure that i should be able to promote.

I've started out just to promote, and i've met the 'goal' or rather the aim.

Nothing to be proud of, but i'm willing to accept whatever grades i get to promote, considering how much or rather how little work i've done for nine months.



You feel the shadows over you, and you vow to rise above.

But come on at the end of the day, the word is 'effort' or in simpler or rather more direct terms 'hardwork'.

Looking at my archives, i've mentioned same things over and over again. This issue of putting in hardwork keeps surfacing but nothing had been done.

Sigh. Thank God. Let me get done and over with it tomorrow.


" My father taught me to work; he did not teach me to love it"

Abraham Lincoln

Wild Thoughts

I say anything and everything.



I don't do everything and any thing.